I hear you taunting me
The bottle of pills in the drawer
The bag of grass in my purse
The line of coke on the table
The pint glass at the pub
The naked flesh in my bed
I hear you calling
The open window
Daring me to jump
- How long do old memories last? Why can't I forget it? Why can't I admit it? There ain't no future in the past - Vince Gill
- I used to think a drug addict was someone who lived on the far edges of society. Wild-eyed, shaven-headed and living in a filthy squat. That was until I became one.
- Reality is a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs. ~Lily Tomlin
- Drugs may be the road to nowhere, but at least they're the scenic route. ~Author Unknown
- I've never had a problem with drugs. I've had problems with the police. ~Keith Richards
- I don't like people who take drugs. Cops and Customs agents, for example. ~Author Unknown
|♫ Goo Goo Dolls - Iris ♫||Ivan||I'd give up forever to touch you 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't wanna go home right now. I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken.. I just want you to know who I am.|
|♫ Joe Walsh - One Day at a Time ♫||Well you know, I was always the first to arrive at the party, ooh! And the last to leave the scene of the crime. Well it started with a couple of beers, and it went I don't know how many years, like a runaway train headed for the end of the line. Well I finally got around to admit that I might have a problem. But I thought it was just too damn big of a mountain to climb. Well I got down on my knees and said 'Hey!' 'I just cant go on livin' this way!' Well I finally got around to admit that I was a problem. When I used to put the blame on everybody's shoulders but mine. All the friends I used to run with are gone, Lord, I hadn't planned on livin' this long. I have to learn to live my life one day at a time! It was something it was too blind to see, I got help from something greater than me… And I have to learn to live my life one day at a time!|
|♫ Saliva - Rest in Pieces ♫||Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did. It has not healed with time. It just shot down my spine. Would you find it in your heart to make this go away and let me rest in pieces? Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. You got much closer than I thought you did. I'm in your reach… You held me in your hands.|
|♫ Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest ♫||I dreamed I was missing. You were so scared. But no one would listen. 'Cause no one else cared. After my dreaming. I woke with this fear. What am I leaving when I'm done here? So if you're asking me I want you to know. When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest. Don't be afraid. I've taken my beating. I've shared what I've made. I'm strong on the surface not all the way through. I've never been perfect. But neither have you. So if you're asking me I want you to know. Forgetting all the hurt inside. You've learned to hide so well. Pretending someone else can come. And save me from myself. I can't be who you are.|
|♫ Thriving Ivory - Angels on the Moon ♫||Do you dream that the world will know your name? So tell me your name. Do you care about all the little things? Or anything at all? I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside. I wanna feel. I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive. To know I'm alive. Don't tell me if I'm dying. 'Cause I don't wanna know. If I can't see the sun, Maybe I should go. Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming of angels on the moon. Where everyone you know. Never leaves too soon. Do you believe, in the day that you were born? Tell me do you believe? Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life? You can tell me all your thoughts. About the stars that fill polluted skies. And show me where you run to. When no one's left to take your side. But don't tell me where the road ends. 'Cause I just don't wanna know. No I don't wanna know. Don't tell me if I'm dying.|
|♫ Howie Day - Collide ♫||I'm quiet you know. You make a first impression. I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind. Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the stars refuse to shine.|
|♫ Linkin Park - Iridescent ♫||You were standing in the wake of devastation. You were waiting on the edge of the unknown. With the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now. You were there, impossibly alone. Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known. Remember all the sadness and frustration.. And let it go, let it go|
|♫ Casting Crowns - Does Anybody See Her? ♫||She is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction. She is trying, but the canyon's ever widening.. In the depths of her cold heart. So she sets out on another misadventure just to find.. She's another two years older and she's three more steps behind. Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even knows she's going down today? Under the shadow of our steeple. With all the lost and lonely people. Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me. Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? She is yearning for shelter and affection.. that she never found at home. She is searching for a hero to ride in. To ride in and save the day.|
- About to attend college in a nearby town.
- Resources 5 - Poor little rich girl.
- Fame 4 - Former child star, Disney Channel, and former face for Nurture brand baby food. Her parents are famous, Actor/Director Jagger Starr who has many, many action movies under his belt. Her mother is Comedian Lucya Stone. Her grandmother, Lila Starr is a former actress from a popular daytime soap opera. Reese has been in tabloids in the company of her both her parents and her grandmother.
- Coke addict.
- Mage, Cult of Ecstasy.